Never realized it.
heh...
If it weren't for procreation, I'd doubt we'd ever really need them.
yea... that's it
- Mood:
annoyed
like, you do whatever you can to chill w/ sum1, & no matter what, either situations or the person themselves just make it impossible to do anything.
& you try & you try, but just don't get anywhere
so, i've given up.
whatever
I like my Miami friends better anyways (& very few other ppl)
- Mood:
aggitated
& i mean it too
got to school nice & early for my new Summer B class
Intro to Ethics
it's not too bad. one of my friends from spring is in it too
made a couple of friends already in there
so i decided to get a lil dolled up today, cuz i can
cute low cut shirt... yea...
got the teacher's attention
so DJ gave me his overshirt.
<3!
idk what'd i do w/o him sometimes
trig... sylvan... back to campus b/c
1) I bought the wrong ethics book
2) i lost the reciept
yea... the new book is crazy expensive, so i bought it online instead
& DJ & I just hung out for the rest of the day.
& it was just... great.
i truly have never been happier than tonight
oh! & Laura comes home tomorrow!
YaY!!
- Mood:
happy
i'm still alive & doin pretty well.
finally starting to get things together in my life.
school, friends, studying, sisters, having a life... it's all there now
just finishd Summer A. took Psychology. Gotta B+ YaY!
still have B & C to finish.
Laura comes home on Fri. I can't wait to hear her stories!
DJ & I chill together most of the time
hm... i'm terrified of doin recruitment. I hate the idea of trying to force someone to chose someone to join ur sorority when it's up to them to decide what they want.
& i've also had a bad experiece of doing recruiting.
yea... thruthfully terrifies me
i also think i dn't wanna get over it. not yet.
oh! was talkin w/ Sara yesterday & she said "i always wanna hang out w/ ppl & think 'i should call them' but that's as far as i get & never call"
i mean, waht a true thing. i do that too
so i decided from now on i'm gonna call ppl as soon as i think of it to ask if they wanna chill
or, if you're reading this & agree &/or wanna hang out, leave a message or txt me
anyways...
single & having fun. sure it's lonely at times, but that's why i have friends.
who needs a significant other?
i'm still young
::yawns::
i guess i better go mow the lawn before it rains
- Mood:
blank
i'm officially 19! woot!! LoL...
this past yr has been... interesting, but none the less fun.
Happy Birthday to me...
this last 24 hrs on the other hand has been an absolute Bitch.
talk about a horrid way to end ur 18th yr.
so it starts that i got my grade back on the Psychology exam
& i had studied like no tomorrow. to the point i didn't evn go out & do anything w/ anyone.
68%
talk about a waste of my life & time. burst into tears & actually cried 2 my parents.
it was really bad.
note: 2 entries ago i talkd about a guy who made me really happy, & that's just being w/ him.
so everyone knows, that's NOT Tom.
Happy Birthday to me....
& speaking on Tom, this is the other part of my aboslutely horrible day.
to make a long story short:
he's been cheating on me, & I caught him.
& no, this isn't the "cuz he's gone to the bahamas & found a quicky there"
oh no
this girl lives here in Ft. Lauderdale
& apparently, they've been together for AWHILE
yea... i'm sure u can fill in the blanks from there.
Happy Birthday dear me...
So now it's a complete new lease on life. (altho i may need ppl to remind me he's not trustworthy. i mite still fall for it)
and this time, there's no way i'm going back. He's lost something pretty great.
& you know what? I couldn't be happier
Happy Birthday to me!
- Mood: smug
damn my GPA... need these good grades & such.
so i can't go out & do anything... AT ALL
but late at night, when i should be sleeping i can do SURVEYS!!! LoL...
Happy Birthday Jenn & Jon! My fellow Gemini's.
much love
- Mood:
awake
all I did was go to the laudry mat w/ him. simple, easy, inexpensive (for me) & we're together.
it's just... we're realistic. not insane & need to know everything that's going on in the other's world every moment of every day.
and i'm happy.
even if his dog DOES eat my shoes every time I'm over his place.
But to be called a lover, not just a real close friend
to be asked "is this your girl?" and he just grins & holds me close
what can I say? today's just been... Great.
- Mood:
unbelievably happy
Progress
The new floor's in the other room, the bed is a make-shift.
I still don't have my own personal room
Lame...
but yea... the steps to a new house are unfolding. It will be awesome and done by the beginning of Fall.
at the very least.
went to the Mall w/ K, one of my sisters. It was Awesome!!
when she shopps... she shopps. Seriously, she bought a sword & a parasil (sp) cuz she just wantd one. that equalld like... $200.
insane.
Startd at Broward, went to Sawgrass. Visited one of our othr sisters, Brittany.
Met an Alumni sister from some college up in Jersey. Invited her to come join us at FIU sometime.
Went & saw Prince Caspian for the 2nd time (it's still the BEST)
OH! Found out that Charlie isn't just ignoring me. He's dumpd all his friends. Talkd w/ Jeff last nite about it. He's pissd too. Jeff talkd 2 C's Mom & C's bein a bitch to his mom too!! I mean, seriously! His mom's awesome. You never do that shit w/ her.
but whatever. he'll realize he doesn't like something & come crying back. To no one's arms.
other than that... I'm bored. Classes Tues & Thurs, but other than that I'm free to do almost anything. Amber: I still owe you an afternoon/evening out. one hit in PA, do at least anothr in FL. Shay Shay: I will find you & we'll definately chill. Jenn: I miss you. Sara: altho this is for fall, but Laura & i have a definate dive plannd. she's finally got her certification. YaY! everyone else I forgot to mention: got any ideas, message me & I call/txt you. it's summer. Let's have a blast!
I kinda miss Tom
- Location:home
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:dead iPod
happy cuz the semesters almost over
sad cuz the semesters almost over
lol
i'm moving out on Saturday.
well, my parents are coming to pick up evrything Fri nite
i'm staying the nite & checkin out Sat morning.
i'm really gonna miss it here, surprisingly
no matter how much my rommates are annoying me or the odd times we've had.
i'll definately miss em
but yea...
at least i have my week up in Pittsburgh.
I hope Juan'll come out to visit me too.
that's one of 4 things i'm lookin forward to durin my wk break
1) see Amber (out of FL)
2) see Juan (at all)
3) see my cousins (cuz it's been a long time)
& 4) the point (my fav part of PGH)
so close yet so far.
both finals on friday. Public Speaking 6:45am-8:45am
then Algebra 11:15am- 1:15pm
well, back to studying
- Mood:
confused
Praise the Lord!!
nothin to do now except the 2 finals next Friday.
but other than that...
Sorority group photo tomorrow at the football field. A big bbq in the housing quad.
and our LaSt meeting of the year. :'-(
and it's the senior send offs. which'll just be a lot of crying.
glad i've got nothing for this Fri...
so as they say:
Get Excited!
LoL...
Diving w/ Sara, Josh & Dennis for Reef Balls on Saturday. Laura's coming too to be a "bubble watcher". LoL...
yea, that pretty much means she's gonna tan out on the boat the entire time.
but it'll be fun, i hope.
Moe's staying over at the dorm sunday night, so I'm staying home.
Carefully planned out crunch time Tues - Thurs.
Both final exams are on Friday. 1st one's at 6:45am
it sucks. XP
but at least both Ash & I have the same time slot the same day.
so we'll both be kickin eachothr outta bed at an ungodly hour.
2nd one's later that afternoon
Then I MOVE OUT!
only 9 days left
- Mood:
content
there are currently guesstamated about 6,660,341,316 people in this world.
that's a lot of damn people!
and some stats say it's only gonna grow from there.
is there really enough room in this world for that many ppl??
or some people should just die already
idk.
that's it.
- Mood:
thinking too much
I've just been relaxing mostly.
No stress = healthy becca.
course, i didn't get anything that i wantd to do done today.
have been watching Lord of the Rings and Star Wars on tv
and i think, that's what i'll continue to do
Here's to a day off! ::cheers::
- Mood: content
and no, i'm not gonna go on some depression rant or anything.
quick sum up: I should've gone to the hospital last night.
why? well here's the story.
SO I wasn't really feelin well in the morning so I went ovr 2 the women's clinic to find out why i wasn't feelin good.
couldn't come up w/ anythin so i went back 2 my dorm & just chilld doin my stuff & whatnot
i kno, very vague. nothing too interesting.
well, I had 2 go 2 Honors Council for sorority shtuff...
okay, i'll admit i've been a bad girl & havn't participated enough in most the stuff offerd. but let's face it, w/ ORB still in our hands, teaching a class & taking my own, there's little time left for sorority stuff.
so i'm already stressd about having to go there
but you know me, I just take a deep breath & put on my "i dn't give a fuck" look & take it.
It wasn't that bad, but it was just nerve-wrecking.
so aftr I get done, I'm hungry but there isn't enough time 2 get food b4 the sorority mtg's supposd 2 start.
so yea, no food.
we got seranaded (sp) by the Betas, which was sweet.
we're having a mixer w/ them sumtime soon or sumthing i think.
so it's our major business mtg & we do evrything by the book, like crazy ritual stuff
& the mtgs going & i'm sitting in there & a bunch of the sr.s & ppl on the board start getting on us cuz we dn't go to the things that are set up & offered as activities.
Guilty-one sitting right here.
but as they're doing their bitchy-cry-fest I start to notice my left hand fingernails are turning purple
okay, that's a little weird.
now earlier when we were out in the hall everyone was complaining that it was really hot, yet I was cool & cold standing there.
then my left hand startd going gridlike red & white
I'm writing notes back & forth w/ one of my sisters & she said i was lookin kinda pale
i looked back at my right hand and those fingernails were also turning purple
my chest startd hurting and i startd to become dizzy just while sitting there
idk how, but i was able 2 leave the mtg w/o falling over cuz sumhow it mostly passed.
still in a lot of pain and oddly coloured, but i got my stability enough to walk out
it was weird, Painful & pretty scary.
so i'm going back to my dorms & call the parents to ask if they kno what happend. they freak & call my dr & tell me 2 talk w/ my RA. which i do. he calls down the head RA & that guy says they're gonna bring in the EMT to check me out.
So i'm now sitting in the main lounge in the residence hall & the cops come in 1st. Very sweet guys, definately put me at ease. Just calmly walkd me thru everything trying 2 figure out what happend.
He narrowed it down to how my body deals w/ stress, which makes sense.
I mean, the mtg didn't go well at all. There was a lot of disappointment that went down & as much as I didn't look 2 pay attention to it, it really did take an effect on me.
so then the EMT guys/girl get there & check me out. All my vitals are coming out fine. I was fine at that point when they got there.
Called parents back & mom wantd me 2 go 2 the drs in the morning, which was fine w/ me.
she came down 2 pick me up cuz she didn't want me driving. so as i sat there waiting, I talkd 2 Taylor & Jessica & they were gonna talk 2 our Public Speaking Prof. about why i wasn't gonna be in class (cuz her class is only once a wk on fri morning)
I also saw one of my othr classmates & told her too. She kinda laughd cuz her aunt was outside & saw the EMT ppl & was wonderin what happend.
DJ came down & kept me company til mom came, & i went home.
it was about 1 am when we were leaving
and it was weird cuz when i went outside it was dead SILENT. no screaming kids or noises from the Fair.
Crazy...
so that was my fun day... yea...
- Mood:
tired
so i gave up on the youtube stuff. my vocal stuff wasn't wrking
3 more wks left of spring. i can't wait to get outta here
altho i'm also doing summer session too
::shrugs::
i'll chillax w/ my buddy DJ most the time too
LoL
oh! Get Excited!
Laura & I got an apartment to ourself nxt yr.
and no, u dn't kno who Laura is.
what else...
i'm totally luvin' my sisters, no matter what.
we're crazy cool.
so yea
going up to Pittsburgh last wk of April/1st of May.
Amber - if u're around, wanna chill?
LoL
yea, that's all i got.
here's to anothr day!
- Location:my dorm room
- Mood: content
- Music:Aqua Teen
that's it. now i'm sittin in the library. have been here since 4. stay here til 10.
this SuCkS
- Mood:
bored
so i havn't updated much on here cuz i've been doing the vlog on youtube now.
i should ne wrking on my english paper, but i dn't wanna.
2maro's a crazy day
OH! I saw jeff corwin from Animal Planet's the Jeff Corwin Experience this evening!
he actually came on campus & showed off sum of his animals.
It was AWESUM!!
poor scuba was scared outta his wits
LMAO
so there's a lunar eclipse 2maro nite.
i'm lookin' forward to seein' that.
full day of classes.
and i'll get back onto my videos too, hopefully.
oh, and i plan 2 wrk at FlaRF on Sat if Sara gets a pass 4 me
Jesus might go there too, just to see it & whatever. t's awesum.
well, i gotta finish my paper.
roomie wants 2 sleep soon
later!
- Mood:
busy
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don't search around and look for the coolest book you can find. Do what's actually next to you
"I kept my voice silent, watching her."
- Mood:
blah
u write too much, so i only get like... 7 posts on one screen
other than that:
I'm sick. I hate it. & drugs are good
youtube blog posts are made everyday except Sat & Sun.
check it out & leave comments!
but trust me on the lj cuts
:-P
- Mood:
sick
had my 1st 3 classes 2day. gotta see a couple of my old friends
made a couple of new ones. it's all good.
i'm so freakin' ExHaUsTeD... damn my bad sleeping patterns
so yea... i'll probably be going 2 the gym in about 2 hrs, when the crowd dies down
past events...
moved back in on Sat. hung out w/ my friends Carley and Ray throughout the day.
Sunday i slept in & staid in the hall all day. went over & visited DJ when he came home.
I've missd him alot. it was great to see him.
and...
oh! i gotta webcam. i'm thinkin' about video blogging now.
damn Eric, getting that idea stuck in my head.
i'll post it sumtime, i guess.
well, that's it for now. more later
peace!
- Location:FIU
- Mood:
exhausted - Music:roommates TV
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