My Faults, My Sweets

darkangel0609 @ 2008-07-17T01:14:00

2008-07-17T05:15:38Z

Ha Ha... there's a lot of upcoming freshman I kno.
Never realized it.
heh...

men

2008-07-17T01:07:52Z

Men are very confusing & troublesome.

If it weren't for procreation, I'd doubt we'd ever really need them.

yea... that's it

darkangel0609 @ 2008-07-02T21:54:00

2008-07-03T01:59:43Z

ever figure on the times when it's just NOT worth it?

like, you do whatever you can to chill w/ sum1, & no matter what, either situations or the person themselves just make it impossible to do anything.

& you try & you try, but just don't get anywhere

so, i've given up.

whatever
I like my Miami friends better anyways (& very few other ppl)

great day

2008-06-27T03:44:05Z

today was just... great
& i mean it too
got to school nice & early for my new Summer B class
Intro to Ethics
it's not too bad. one of my friends from spring is in it too
made a couple of friends already in there
so i decided to get a lil dolled up today, cuz i can
cute low cut shirt... yea...
got the teacher's attention
so DJ gave me his overshirt.
<3!
idk what'd i do w/o him sometimes
trig... sylvan... back to campus b/c
1) I bought the wrong ethics book
2) i lost the reciept
yea... the new book is crazy expensive, so i bought it online instead
& DJ & I just hung out for the rest of the day.
& it was just... great.
i truly have never been happier than tonight
oh! & Laura comes home tomorrow!
YaY!!

darkangel0609 @ 2008-06-25T09:25:00

2008-06-25T13:39:54Z

what can i say?
i'm still alive & doin pretty well.
finally starting to get things together in my life.
school, friends, studying, sisters, having a life... it's all there now
just finishd Summer A. took Psychology. Gotta B+ YaY!
still have B & C to finish.
Laura comes home on Fri. I can't wait to hear her stories!
DJ & I chill together most of the time
hm... i'm terrified of doin recruitment. I hate the idea of trying to force someone to chose someone to join ur sorority when it's up to them to decide what they want.
& i've also had a bad experiece of doing recruiting.
yea... thruthfully terrifies me
i also think i dn't wanna get over it. not yet.
oh! was talkin w/ Sara yesterday & she said "i always wanna hang out w/ ppl & think 'i should call them' but that's as far as i get & never call"
i mean, waht a true thing. i do that too
so i decided from now on i'm gonna call ppl as soon as i think of it to ask if they wanna chill
or, if you're reading this & agree &/or wanna hang out, leave a message or txt me
anyways...
single & having fun. sure it's lonely at times, but that's why i have friends.
who needs a significant other?
i'm still young
::yawns::
i guess i better go mow the lawn before it rains

Happy Birthday to me...

2008-06-09T04:59:51Z

i'm officially 19! woot!! LoL...

this past yr has been... interesting, but none the less fun.

Happy Birthday to me...

this last 24 hrs on the other hand has been an absolute Bitch.
talk about a horrid way to end ur 18th yr.
so it starts that i got my grade back on the Psychology exam
& i had studied like no tomorrow. to the point i didn't evn go out & do anything w/ anyone.
68%
talk about a waste of my life & time. burst into tears & actually cried 2 my parents.
it was really bad.

note: 2 entries ago i talkd about a guy who made me really happy, & that's just being w/ him.
so everyone knows, that's NOT Tom.

Happy Birthday to me....

& speaking on Tom, this is the other part of my aboslutely horrible day.
to make a long story short:
he's been cheating on me, & I caught him.
& no, this isn't the "cuz he's gone to the bahamas & found a quicky there"
oh no
this girl lives here in Ft. Lauderdale
& apparently, they've been together for AWHILE

yea... i'm sure u can fill in the blanks from there.

Happy Birthday dear me...

So now it's a complete new lease on life. (altho i may need ppl to remind me he's not trustworthy. i mite still fall for it)
and this time, there's no way i'm going back. He's lost something pretty great.

& you know what? I couldn't be happier

Happy Birthday to me!

darkangel0609 @ 2008-06-08T00:45:00

2008-06-08T04:48:14Z

all i'm doing is studying
damn my GPA... need these good grades & such.
so i can't go out & do anything... AT ALL

but late at night, when i should be sleeping i can do SURVEYS!!! LoL...

Write down the last 21 people who wrote on your wall, and answer the questions that follow.
1. Rafia

2. Andrew A

3. Jenn B

4. Lisa B

5. Brittany D

6. Lisa U

7. Michelle Souza

8. Zach

9. Jen L

10. Jen I

11. Anquanette
12. Shayla
13. Rachel F
14. Jessica B
15. Ainza
16. Amber
17. Laura T
18. Amy J
19. Dani
20. Judy
21. Candy

*How did you meet 7?
Panther Camp 2007!!

*What would you do if you had never met 15?
I’m not sure, we’re not really close, but still talk somewhat often

*What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
That would be really weird…

*Have you ever seen 17 cry?
1) when she was laughing really hard 2) she was feeling really sick

*Would 3 and 6 make a good couple?
um… No

*Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
HA!! No… one’s way too crazy for the other. & they would only be friends

*Describe 19:
Girl from my English class. She’s from Australia

*Do you like 17?
as a friend & fellow sorority sister

*Do you think 20 is attractive?
yes

*What’s 5’s favorite color?
blue or purple

*When was the last time you talked to 9?
2 or 3 wks ago

*What language does 5 speak?
english

*Who is 13 going out with?
no one

*What year is 18 in?
College sophomore

*What is 14’s favorite music?
all of it

*Would you ever date 3?
um… no. but we’re always friends!

*Where does 18 live?
her home is Australia, but she’s gotta apartment near campus in Miami

*What is the best thing about 4?
She's insane but loves to just get out there & have fun

*What would you like to tell 10 right now?
um… wanna hit up the gym again sumtime?

*What is the best thing about 20?

She’s always there to listen & just talk. It’s very comforting just to chill w/ her

*Have you ever kissed 1?
no, but have kissed #2

*When’s the next time you’re going to see 5?
Tuesday!

*Is 2 pretty?
um… handsome, yea

*What was your first impression of 12?
was shy at first, but when we found out we were in the same class & same bus together, became fast friends. I love her to pieces!

*How did you meet 3?
you kno, I’m not really sure. LoL

*Is 6 your really close friend?
not really

*Have you seen 18 in the last month?
nope

*When was the last time you saw 16?
um… it was up in Pittsburgh, so… end of April?

*Have you been to 21’s house?
no

*When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
idk if ever. I’ll probably see her brother tho

*Are you close to 9?
I guess

*Have you been to the movies with 11?
not yet. Was supposed to, but we both cancelled

*Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
define trouble

*What did 12 write on your wall?
waitin for her sister to send her her phone back, since she left it up there

*Would you give 20 a hug?
no doubt

*What music does 16 like?
it keeps changing, but I remember Rock & Shalarel (sp)

*Do you know a secret about 8?
he’s so dense & has never had a girl friend

*Describe the relationship between 9 and 12.
i don't think they know one another

*What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?
she’s gotta crazy spice I love to listen to

*What’s the worst thing about 6?
um… idk

*Have you ever danced with 14?
yea! In the library to her computer. LoL

*How long have you known 13?
5 yrs now?

*Have you ever been in a fight with 1?
No

*Does 11 have a bf/gf?
No, I don’t think so

*Have you ever wanted to punch 2 in the face?
yes

*Has 15 met your mother?
yep. Like who at South hasn’t?

*How did you meet 21?
Magnet classes at SPHS

*Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 18?
No

*What do you like about 2?
he’s sweet & caring

*Do you live close to 7?
sorta, when we both live on campus

*What is 8’s favorite food?
::shrugs::

*If you could change one thing about 10, what would it be?
idk, I like her the way she is

*What kind of car does 1 have?
yup

*Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
nope

*If you gave 2 $100, what would they spend it on?
he’d give it to his temple

*What is your best memory of 6?
when she got initiated (& I wasn’t last in line anymore) LoL

Happy Birthday Jenn & Jon! My fellow Gemini's.
much love

happiness

2008-05-29T05:33:16Z

yea... i've never been so happy over something so small, simple & slightly trivial.
all I did was go to the laudry mat w/ him. simple, easy, inexpensive (for me) & we're together.

it's just... we're realistic. not insane & need to know everything that's going on in the other's world every moment of every day.
and i'm happy.
even if his dog DOES eat my shoes every time I'm over his place.

But to be called a lover, not just a real close friend
to be asked "is this your girl?" and he just grins & holds me close

what can I say? today's just been... Great.

happy day

2008-05-25T18:38:47Z

I have a new floor, I have a bed.
Progress
The new floor's in the other room, the bed is a make-shift.
I still don't have my own personal room
Lame...

but yea... the steps to a new house are unfolding. It will be awesome and done by the beginning of Fall.
at the very least.

went to the Mall w/ K, one of my sisters. It was Awesome!!
when she shopps... she shopps. Seriously, she bought a sword & a parasil (sp) cuz she just wantd one. that equalld like... $200.
insane.
Startd at Broward, went to Sawgrass. Visited one of our othr sisters, Brittany.
Met an Alumni sister from some college up in Jersey. Invited her to come join us at FIU sometime.
Went & saw Prince Caspian for the 2nd time (it's still the BEST)

OH! Found out that Charlie isn't just ignoring me. He's dumpd all his friends. Talkd w/ Jeff last nite about it. He's pissd too. Jeff talkd 2 C's Mom & C's bein a bitch to his mom too!! I mean, seriously! His mom's awesome. You never do that shit w/ her.
but whatever. he'll realize he doesn't like something & come crying back. To no one's arms.

other than that... I'm bored. Classes Tues & Thurs, but other than that I'm free to do almost anything. Amber: I still owe you an afternoon/evening out. one hit in PA, do at least anothr in FL. Shay Shay: I will find you & we'll definately chill. Jenn: I miss you. Sara: altho this is for fall, but Laura & i have a definate dive plannd. she's finally got her certification. YaY! everyone else I forgot to mention: got any ideas, message me & I call/txt you. it's summer. Let's have a blast!

I kinda miss Tom

last week

2008-04-24T00:27:44Z

so....
happy cuz the semesters almost over
sad cuz the semesters almost over
lol

i'm moving out on Saturday.
well, my parents are coming to pick up evrything Fri nite
i'm staying the nite & checkin out Sat morning.

i'm really gonna miss it here, surprisingly
no matter how much my rommates are annoying me or the odd times we've had.
i'll definately miss em

but yea...
at least i have my week up in Pittsburgh.
I hope Juan'll come out to visit me too.
that's one of 4 things i'm lookin forward to durin my wk break
1) see Amber (out of FL)
2) see Juan (at all)
3) see my cousins (cuz it's been a long time)
& 4) the point (my fav part of PGH)

so close yet so far.

both finals on friday. Public Speaking 6:45am-8:45am
then Algebra 11:15am- 1:15pm

well, back to studying

NO MORE CLASSES!!

2008-04-17T06:08:32Z

I'm done!
Praise the Lord!!
nothin to do now except the 2 finals next Friday.

but other than that...
Sorority group photo tomorrow at the football field. A big bbq in the housing quad.
and our LaSt meeting of the year. :'-(
and it's the senior send offs. which'll just be a lot of crying.
glad i've got nothing for this Fri...
so as they say:
Get Excited!
LoL...

Diving w/ Sara, Josh & Dennis for Reef Balls on Saturday. Laura's coming too to be a "bubble watcher". LoL...
yea, that pretty much means she's gonna tan out on the boat the entire time.
but it'll be fun, i hope.

Moe's staying over at the dorm sunday night, so I'm staying home.

Carefully planned out crunch time Tues - Thurs.

Both final exams are on Friday. 1st one's at 6:45am
it sucks. XP
but at least both Ash & I have the same time slot the same day.
so we'll both be kickin eachothr outta bed at an ungodly hour.
2nd one's later that afternoon

Then I MOVE OUT!
only 9 days left

so...

2008-04-10T03:50:47Z

random thought...

there are currently guesstamated about 6,660,341,316 people in this world.

that's a lot of damn people!

and some stats say it's only gonna grow from there.

is there really enough room in this world for that many ppl??

or some people should just die already

idk.
that's it.

darkangel0609 @ 2008-04-06T19:48:00

2008-04-06T23:56:12Z

safely home in my dorm room. have been here since Saturday afternoon.
I've just been relaxing mostly.
No stress = healthy becca.
course, i didn't get anything that i wantd to do done today.
have been watching Lord of the Rings and Star Wars on tv
and i think, that's what i'll continue to do
Here's to a day off! ::cheers::

at least not the hospital

2008-04-04T21:06:04Z

So yesterday wasn't that great of a day.
and no, i'm not gonna go on some depression rant or anything.

quick sum up: I should've gone to the hospital last night.

why? well here's the story.

SO I wasn't really feelin well in the morning so I went ovr 2 the women's clinic to find out why i wasn't feelin good.
couldn't come up w/ anythin so i went back 2 my dorm & just chilld doin my stuff & whatnot
i kno, very vague. nothing too interesting.

well, I had 2 go 2 Honors Council for sorority shtuff...
okay, i'll admit i've been a bad girl & havn't participated enough in most the stuff offerd. but let's face it, w/ ORB still in our hands, teaching a class & taking my own, there's little time left for sorority stuff.
so i'm already stressd about having to go there
but you know me, I just take a deep breath & put on my "i dn't give a fuck" look & take it.
It wasn't that bad, but it was just nerve-wrecking.
so aftr I get done, I'm hungry but there isn't enough time 2 get food b4 the sorority mtg's supposd 2 start.
so yea, no food.

we got seranaded (sp) by the Betas, which was sweet.
we're having a mixer w/ them sumtime soon or sumthing i think.

so it's our major business mtg & we do evrything by the book, like crazy ritual stuff
& the mtgs going & i'm sitting in there & a bunch of the sr.s & ppl on the board start getting on us cuz we dn't go to the things that are set up & offered as activities.
Guilty-one sitting right here.
but as they're doing their bitchy-cry-fest I start to notice my left hand fingernails are turning purple
okay, that's a little weird.
now earlier when we were out in the hall everyone was complaining that it was really hot, yet I was cool & cold standing there.
then my left hand startd going gridlike red & white
I'm writing notes back & forth w/ one of my sisters & she said i was lookin kinda pale
i looked back at my right hand and those fingernails were also turning purple
my chest startd hurting and i startd to become dizzy just while sitting there
idk how, but i was able 2 leave the mtg w/o falling over cuz sumhow it mostly passed.
still in a lot of pain and oddly coloured, but i got my stability enough to walk out

it was weird, Painful & pretty scary.

so i'm going back to my dorms & call the parents to ask if they kno what happend. they freak & call my dr & tell me 2 talk w/ my RA. which i do. he calls down the head RA & that guy says they're gonna bring in the EMT to check me out.

So i'm now sitting in the main lounge in the residence hall & the cops come in 1st. Very sweet guys, definately put me at ease. Just calmly walkd me thru everything trying 2 figure out what happend.
He narrowed it down to how my body deals w/ stress, which makes sense.
I mean, the mtg didn't go well at all. There was a lot of disappointment that went down & as much as I didn't look 2 pay attention to it, it really did take an effect on me.

so then the EMT guys/girl get there & check me out. All my vitals are coming out fine. I was fine at that point when they got there.
Called parents back & mom wantd me 2 go 2 the drs in the morning, which was fine w/ me.
she came down 2 pick me up cuz she didn't want me driving. so as i sat there waiting, I talkd 2 Taylor & Jessica & they were gonna talk 2 our Public Speaking Prof. about why i wasn't gonna be in class (cuz her class is only once a wk on fri morning)
I also saw one of my othr classmates & told her too. She kinda laughd cuz her aunt was outside & saw the EMT ppl & was wonderin what happend.
DJ came down & kept me company til mom came, & i went home.
it was about 1 am when we were leaving

and it was weird cuz when i went outside it was dead SILENT. no screaming kids or noises from the Fair.
Crazy...

so that was my fun day... yea...

darkangel0609 @ 2008-03-31T00:51:00

2008-03-31T04:56:27Z

I'm back!
so i gave up on the youtube stuff. my vocal stuff wasn't wrking
3 more wks left of spring. i can't wait to get outta here
altho i'm also doing summer session too
::shrugs::
i'll chillax w/ my buddy DJ most the time too
LoL
oh! Get Excited!
Laura & I got an apartment to ourself nxt yr.
and no, u dn't kno who Laura is.
what else...
i'm totally luvin' my sisters, no matter what.
we're crazy cool.
so yea
going up to Pittsburgh last wk of April/1st of May.
Amber - if u're around, wanna chill?
LoL
yea, that's all i got.
here's to anothr day!

update that supposd 2 be on youtube, but it's too long

2008-02-26T00:51:27Z

hahahaha

So there have been a lot of things going on since my last update. I was supposed 2 have a math exam on wed, but w/ the rolling blackouts on campus & the crazy storms, we didn’t have class. YaY! Then there was Valentine’s Day. I didn’t do anything special, but I did have a nice dinner with Laura. We cooked some pasta in the kitchen of the 4^th floor lounge. DJ came over to say hello too, which was nice. The next day Tom & I went & watched my high school’s version of High School Musical. It was pretty nice. I sat with Jenn, Chrissy, Liz and their families/mothers. On Sunday the 17^th, had Rescue Diving @ Oleta River State Park. We couldn’t find the reef balls, but Charlie & I did get some good practice in for rescue and advanced certification. It went out pretty well. I ended up with $10 at the end of that day.

In to the next week, well, some things never change. Going 2 classes and study sessions frequently. Was over at north campus for testing again. Missed my bus by not even 1 min. I walkd out and there was the bus, leaving. So I was stuck on campus for over an hr again. My parents came home that evening.

More classes and stuff for Wednesday. Totally blew off my paper for English. Oh well. After lab I went to dinner at Fresh Foods w/ DJ and Jesus. There was a solar eclipse that night. It was so cool to see the moon turn red, but then it started to rain. Sadness. Couldn’t see anything after that.

Thursday, after class, I went to north campus & mom picked me up and we went to the book store that was going outta business. Oh and we had lunch too. Sales are a beautiful thing. Laura’s friend Lizzy came down to visit her this wkend, so she stayed on campus & didn’t go to sea scouts w/ me. Sea scouts was actually pretty interesting. Apparently we’re giving a presentation next thurs to our mudscouts as practice for the merit badge college. Not that I mind, but they seriously haven’t done anything while I was away. That seriously pisses me off. I mean, they were supposed to be working on something even while I’ve been at my sorority meetings. Now there’s too little time before the presentation. Yea, not very happy about that.

But I did like getting to use Zach as a pillow. XD.

Friday I had public speaking. My friends in that class & I all agree. We’re completely confused on what our professor wants. But I’m damn determined to show off that I can do an awesome speech. Oh yea, I’m ready to show up and bust some moves. Heh…

Anyways, I still didn’t finish my paper for English. Still went to class tho. Talked about relationships and such, or something like that. I dn’t really remember.

Then I skippd math cuz I 1 had 2 take Ashley home and we were doing a Reefball pour at the high school. Got to see the new magnet building. That was pretty cool. Got 3 mini rbs done.

Came back on Saturday and took em apart. It was pretty easy, considering their size. But Phipps & I found out that only certain types of concrete works. One had too much aggregate, the other, not enough. So another time maybe we’ll get something. Then I helped him & Hein put up posters in his classroom.

Oh, and there’s lots of tension btwn the all the science teachers, it’s kinda funny. Apparently, they’re divided & they just dn’t like eachothr or sumthing. I’m glad I dn’t have to deal w/ that stuff all the time. I feel sorry for them tho.

I finally left around 1 and had lunch w/ dad. Then all of the rest of th day I worked on random homework things.

Finally, Sunday (today) I went out scuba diving to Oleta. Yes, I went to Oleta, again. That’s the 3^rd Sunday in a row, only this time w/o Dennis. I went w/ Sara and Ron. Actually, it was kinda funny this time cuz Of course, and I swear Ron’s sum sorta charm, but we actually found the reef balls!! IDK how, but we did. When I found the 1^st set, I actually screamed. They actually scared me, cuz I couldn’t tell what they were from afar. Then Sara found the other site a little after I found the 1^st. Now w/ the 1^st one, there wasn’t anything really wrong w/ em. There were a couple of fishing lures on it. That was it. That was the V shaped formation. ON the 2^nd site, the cross formation, one off the reefballs were actually tipped over and moved about seven feet. I was actually really amazed. It just didn’t seem to be something that could happen, but it did. I didn’t see it, but Ron and sara found some thick rope that they think was used on the anchor that probably got attached to the ball which pulled it and tipped it over. We did happen to find a lot of life on each site. The cross site actually had a couple of spider crabs. I got a fish count to the best of my ability.

When we were getting out, near the end, Jesus was there and helped us get everything outta the water. He and I chilled at the shore for a while after Sara and Ron left. Unfortunately I forgot to use sunscreen so now I’m bright red. Yea, I got burned. Bad. It sucks.

So I went home and cleaned my gear and everything and packd my stuff.

Now I’m back on campus and chillin’ in my room.

Interesting things of the evening. Traina no longer care about who’s in the room anymore. This time, we’re all home and they decide to take a shower together. Kinda weird. Another thing, she asks 4 a glass of milk 4m my jug after watching me drink right outta the jug. Okay, sorta weird. Oh! & a final one. She askd me what I was doin for housing nxt semester & when I told her UPT, she was disappointed. Apparently she wants to live w/ sum1 she already knows at Everglades. So I said if I do end up there, we’ll see what happens. I mean, it’s not that bad of an idea cuz I do kno her, but I also wanna just meet new ppl. That’s why I want the 4 singles. Nice large area and more ppl to meet to make connections w/. I’m excited.

that's it. now i'm sittin in the library. have been here since 4. stay here til 10.
this SuCkS

i'm back

2008-02-20T03:27:16Z

so i havn't updated much on here cuz i've been doing the vlog on youtube now.
i should ne wrking on my english paper, but i dn't wanna.
2maro's a crazy day
OH! I saw jeff corwin from Animal Planet's the Jeff Corwin Experience this evening!
he actually came on campus & showed off sum of his animals.
It was AWESUM!!
poor scuba was scared outta his wits
LMAO
so there's a lunar eclipse 2maro nite.
i'm lookin' forward to seein' that.
full day of classes.
and i'll get back onto my videos too, hopefully.
oh, and i plan 2 wrk at FlaRF on Sat if Sara gets a pass 4 me
Jesus might go there too, just to see it & whatever. t's awesum.
well, i gotta finish my paper.
roomie wants 2 sleep soon
later!

instead of sleeping....

2008-01-22T22:22:43Z

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don't search around and look for the coolest book you can find. Do what's actually next to you

"I kept my voice silent, watching her."

lj cuts

2008-01-13T01:54:11Z

ppl need 2 learn how 2 lj cut.
u write too much, so i only get like... 7 posts on one screen

other than that:
I'm sick. I hate it. & drugs are good

youtube blog posts are made everyday except Sat & Sun.
check it out & leave comments!

but trust me on the lj cuts
:-P

and the semseter has begun

2008-01-07T23:11:23Z

so we're off & running.
had my 1st 3 classes 2day. gotta see a couple of my old friends
made a couple of new ones. it's all good.
i'm so freakin' ExHaUsTeD... damn my bad sleeping patterns
so yea... i'll probably be going 2 the gym in about 2 hrs, when the crowd dies down
past events...
moved back in on Sat. hung out w/ my friends Carley and Ray throughout the day.
Sunday i slept in & staid in the hall all day. went over & visited DJ when he came home.
I've missd him alot. it was great to see him.
and...
oh! i gotta webcam. i'm thinkin' about video blogging now.
damn Eric, getting that idea stuck in my head.
i'll post it sumtime, i guess.
well, that's it for now. more later
peace!

semester 1... done

2007-12-22T21:17:34Z

1 semester gone and done. 7 more to go... XP!
got grades on the 20th. not too shabby, but could've been better

went to Orlando w/ Charlie this past monday - wed. it was a lot of fun!
it's sad that i wasn't singing in Candlelight this year.
another thing tellin me my life's moved on.

got most christmas shopping done. wrapping presents now.

it feels weird to be home for longer than a weekend.
i'm currently sleepin out on the couch.
yea, gotta clean my room tonite, cuz i want my bed back
but on top of everything, i think i miss my dorm room bed the most.
weird huh?

well, i gtg. more wrapping & shopping to do.
luvies!

relaxing cry

2007-12-06T21:38:06Z

ever feel the need just to cry?
i did.
i just came back into my room & bust into tears
& i feel a lot better now
but there was no real reason for it.
i just did.

i've had this happen a few times since i've been here on campus
it's like everything's on your shoulders til u do it
then everythings good again.
i like it

anyways...
turned in my ENC final paper
3rd class now complete.
3 more final exams to go.

i'm gonna go 2 DJs

P.S. On a side note: I just got my tickets for WICKED!!!
yes, the tickets don't actually go on sale til Sunday
I'm so happy to be an insider. I love getting things b4 every1 else.
XD!

∑∑∑

2007-12-03T04:37:44Z

I am now officially a sister in the sorority

∑∑∑!!!!!
Sigma Sigma Sigma!!!
Wootness for me!

This week:
exam 5 for Algebra is Mon
final prjt for SLS is due Tues
final paper for English is due Thurs
Nxt week:
final exam in Chem is Mon
final exam in Macro Economics is Tues
and
final exam in College Algebra is Friday

that's all thats going on.
i'm gonna go back to studying.
@-;--

after shopping Fri and On

2007-11-26T06:05:41Z

went out w/ Tom Fri evening/nite.
it's nice to be w/ him again
we have our ups and downs, that's for sure
but at this moment, i'm happy.

did homewrk all on sat & just kinda chilled.
i'm so aggravated w/ math.
exams SuCk.
and went over & hung out w/ Eric that evening
his lil brother was there. those 2 are so alike, it's scary. LoL

sun i veged til 11ish then went out & got milk & a paper 4m the store
helpd take in the new furniture 4m the car
and brought all my stuff out to the car so i could get back to campus
and... i bought sum holiday clothing. YaY!
lol...
so yea...
i'm going to bed now
it's late
and i've gotta be up 4 class

luvies!
ps. i miss juan

Black Friday! Thanksgiving! Wed! Tues! week works backwards...

2007-11-23T21:15:21Z

yesterday, was AWESOME!
I cooked the enitre dinner BY MYSELF!!
and it came out so delicious, almost no other meal could come close.
started at like... 1:30-2 and the meal was on the table at 7pm.
that's normally when we eat anyways, so it was perfect.

then we watched our fav TV show together - "Dr. Who"
and mom & i picked out the stores & whatnot we were gonna hit up today.

JCPenny opend up at 4 am.
we were there.
gotta bunch of cute stuff 4 the family
then over to Target & stood in that line.
they opend at 6am.
got the couple of things that were on sale there.
Office Depot for the webcam i wanted (it was like... $10)
now i can message w/ Shay Shay is Sign Language. YaY!!
then Kmart for the thingy that goes over the toilet, like a rack
gift for my roommates. we dn't have anywhere near enough room in that bathroom.
XP!
so in total, out at 3:30am - back at 9 am.

brought everything inside, had a lil bit of food, and CRASHED!
i was so exhausted.
slept from 10-2:30.
it sad, i couldn't keep myself asleep.
:'-(

::shrugs::
oh well...
so yea,
OH! On Wed I chilled w/ Charlie for a bit.
We went pre-shopping so i could find a white blouse to purchase today
didn't end up looking for the blouse
but went and saw Tama at work
Tama & I ended up going out together later that night.
I was a blast
I luve being w/ her.

that's a pretty good end to a crappy day on Wed
cuz i had just gotten my 2 exams back. Failed both.
Lame... was crying most the time 4m it.
then on my drive home, I almost SLAMMED into the car infront of me on the turnpike
everyone was coming to a sudden stop cuz a truck lost it's ladder in the road.
SCARY!!
yea, 60+ mph > 0 mph
I've never slammed on the brakes so hard. Skidded so far.
and of course, i was on the phone w/ my mother.
The beginning of Wed was just a really bad day.

Tues, on the othr hand was great.
I talkd w/ my BIG online for a long while
it's scary.
we're more alike than i 1st thought
LoL
and Juan called me! talkd for like... 20 min
he said he misses me & want's me to visit.
i told him i would if i had the $$
so he said he'd try to get some plane tix for me!
I mean OMG! WOOT!!
I miss him so much.
totally...