so being away 4m my home town ppl i think has totally changed my outlook on life
no surpise there, of course that was gonna happen
but i sorta feel tied down w/ Tom
I mean, I do really still love him
but I think i just need a break.
I pormised myself I would never cheat on him
but i'm also really interested in some of the guys here on campus
as they are of me
i just need change.
or, at least just a break while he's gone outta town

but no lies. No secrecy.

I’ve just gotta get this done

I’ve been tormenting myself on this for long enough.

No more.